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"My Mind Froze"

Journalism Student Reflects on Training Experience

Upon graduating from Seattle Pacific University I am going to be a journalist. I have all the dreams and ambitions of a fledging journalist; I am going to restore the public’s faith in print media by accurately quoting sources, being up front about my intentions, and most importantly writing stories that matter and make a difference.

But my ambitions and degree could not prepare me for writing the stories that matter about trauma and its victims. Traditional journalism education, with its emphasis on noble purposes such as: informing the public to make knowledgeable decisions, giving a voice to the voiceless, and helping citizens make sense out of a confusing world, can not adequately prepare young journalists for reporting on trauma.

On May 7, a group of actors working with the DART Center for Journalism and Trauma came to my journalism class. We were told that there was an apartment building fire and that we were going to interview victims and witnesses at the scene. It may be cliché, but during that first encounter with trauma reporting, I froze, my mind froze, like a deer caught in the headlights. I can only wonder how it will be in the real world.

I am not the only student journalist to respond to trauma this way.

“I was so unprepared and I spent a lot of time feeling dumbfounded and shocked,” said Laura Onstot, the editor of the Falcon, when she witnessed and reported on an SPU student being hit by a car. “My mind really did freeze. There definitely needs to be more trauma training for journalists.”

Unlike Laura I was given the opportunity to practice trauma reporting before I encounter a real-life experience, but fear and horror still set in. I was thankful I had chosen to wear a black shirt that day because it concealed my sweat gland’s hyper anxiety.

I was so anxious because according to Migael Scherer, a rape survivor, trauma is a severe emotional injury that leaves a victim haunted and terrified. How in the world, as a reporter, do I approach somebody experiencing these emotions with the intent of writing a story? How insensitive and self serving are my intentions?

These were just a few of the questions in my thoughts. I froze without any answers. I just had to approach the victim, an actor assuming the character of an uncle who had just seen his niece wheeled away on a stretcher, with no preparation and feeling like slime because I was to write a story, capitalizing on his pain. I felt like every question I could ask would be trivial in comparison to what he was experiencing. I was also so fearful of my presence causing more harm than good.

It is true that an insensitive or irresponsible journalist can cause more harm than good, according to William Cote and Roger Simpson in their book, Covering Violence.

But at the same time trauma is an event that must be covered because it informs the public about what happens and hopefully with the result of future prevention.

Prevention of future problems is a valid reason for reporting on trauma but how, given the principle of detached objectivity in journalism, and my fears of selfish intent, should a reporter cover an event of traumatic magnitude? For the sake of a story does a journalist need to cast aside their humanity?

“I went to get what happened, that’s my job,” said Alex Sundby, my classmate and news editor for the UW Daily. “But I wouldn’t be a robot and ignore my feelings. If someone is sobbing and weeping I would not push but I would try to console.”

According to Michael Schudson, author of Discovering the News, a commitment to objectivity is, “a faith in facts, a distrust in values, and a commitment to their separation.” This definition says nothing about checking your humanity at the door. In no way does the detachment of objectivity require that a journalist stop being a human being.

In his memoir All Over but the Shoutin’, Rick Bragg, a 1996 Pulitzer Prize winner said, “We are taught in this business to leave our emotions out of a story, to view things with pure objectivity. I learned that objectivity is pure crap.”

Objectivity means leaving feeling and values out of the writing, but as Bragg recognized, as should all fledging journalists, journalists are better to acknowledge their human side.

Learning about trauma and trauma reporting this past week has had a sobering effect on me, sure I will make mistakes, but my experience has taught me one thing.

Trauma victims need to be approached with the same precision and care of a delivery room doctor bringing a new life into the world. A trauma survivor is a new life, a new person, who must learn how to live with the emotional scars of an event they have just experienced.

And journalism can provide a service to survivors by telling their story, but only with proper preparation and believing that strict objectivity is not always the best policy.


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